Sunday, July 24, 2011

wanna cry~~

i donno that...is true or not???that i coming back....
now, i juz feel wanna cry....and feel that whole my heart wanna be break down...
talk about my family...i don't like that my family always quarrel.....especially my father and my mum....
y does my dad has owes been understood....???y that he don know to understand d ppl that who care about him...?? y he cant calm to talk to others?
is it becoz of my personality is like this, so the thing that i do, may not necessarily be good??
i juz wan ppl can understand me and understand d thing that i will do it...and don simply help me do d conclusion....coz sometime that d conclusion will really hurt me very much....
now....i juz wish that there is a shoulder can let me depend on...
i juz wanna cry out, but cant...... its so hard for me to cry out now....
my heart...is very pain...and mess.....i know that i must be strong, but now its very hard or difficult for me...
how can i do now???who can lead me now???i really don know what i suppose to do now....
juz feel disappointed, cry, sad and tired....but even so...thats all in my heart will feel it...
my face will owes smiling in front ppl, juz my heart...ya...juz my heart will feel it....
T.T

Thursday, July 7, 2011

pain...very pain~~

今天,我们...又吵架了..我已经不知道我们到底吵了多少次的架了....
你知道吗??我被说不会去想,不会去陪他,不会疼他等等....
你知道这个痛,有多痛吗??我哭了又哭.....
机会,也不给我....到了现在才给我.....
想说的话,到了现在,发生了很离谱的地步,才要说....
好伤......
过后,还以为生气地把我一个人丢在那里.....
好痛,也好难过....
这个痛,不知道要到几时才能平复.....
现在的我已经很痛了,却还要在别人面前笑......